I don't think I am a super mom
Or super holy, I don't think I know everything I need to, or how to prepare for cultural differences, I do not have it all figured out, not even close. I do feel I have the capacity to love a child that was not born to me, I do it every day. I do feel like I desire to suffer alongside a child who needs a mom to love them relentlessly, I know I am asking for pain, and heartache, I know this desire comes from the Holy Spirit because I am selfish and couldn't desire it from my own sinful heart.
